Tuesday 10 January 2012

For, justice is never served right.


when you know, there is something,
that belongs to you,you can fight for it
before letting go.
What if you know that,
that thing you are fighting for
does not or ever belong or belonged to you,
but its harder still to let go,
to someone else's hands?
To accept that you wouldn't be treated the same,
to realise that you're not that important,
to not be as noticeable,
to sacrifice your precious thing,
to not even be able to say-
how much you still or always would want,
to hold on to every tiny single moment,
to let the wishes crush,
to let the dreams hit the rock bottom,
to see the chase knock a dead end,
to never be able to see it again,
to never be able to create another alike,
to accept defeat,to feel sabotaged,
to stand alone, to give up,
to surrender to the cold, to make peace,
are the toughest feelings one could ever harbour
 or battle out.

But,when you finally inculcate the change,
when you finally give in to move on,
when you blink away the tears and begin to smile.
In the end you see yourself gotten over it,
believe that you're happy,
laugh at yourself in the mirror and notice the renewed you.
Sooner or later, you feel back on track.

But all it takes is one fall of cold breeze
to blow the flash of memories right back in your face.
You realise, you've got to live with it for the rest of your life.
So, you better make peace,
For justice, is never served right!



P.S. This may not even sound like a poem or anything. But, what the hell, I'd put it up anyway! :) 

11 comments:

  1. And it touched and did what it had to! *hugs*

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  2. After reading I decided to comment immediately... well not on the poem for now, but on the 'PS' part. There is a genre of poetry that which involves writing lines, more like prose. It is called 'Emjambment'. In another way, 'Run-on-line'.. More like story.. So this is a poem in all sense, at least to me. Something for being a literature student huh? ;) well, I had to tell that. ;) more later, <3 - Jo

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  3. Priyanka: Yaayy! Thank you <3 *hugs back*
    Jyo: Feels good then!:) Thanks babe! Waiting for the 'more' <3

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  4. Rahul: Thank you so much! Very very sweet of you to stop by and give it a read! :)

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  5. I have known the same fears. They have plagued me long. and you're right, you have to live with it, the hurt, and the realization that who you so thought of as your personal property was never yours.
    Very well written, i could connect. :)
    Maybe we'd like to follow each other? :)

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  6. Diksha: It's so nice that you could connect! Humbled! Thank you so much! =) Right way I'm following your blog! =)

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  7. there will always be some things that stay. that first love. the first time you failed. the first time you were invulnerable. it stays with you. they are like the wounds that define you. its not that they never heal. its that they burn a desire in you, fuel you if you will only let them.

    and yes i would like you to know what inspired this. unless its too personal. and if it is, i apologize for asking.

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  8. uff.... like to know* not you to know. grr..

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  9. Raj: Not one or two things in particular really. It's a bunch of things that you wished did not happen, when they do, they let you remember that for a long long time. And, I'm the one who remembers things, details for a ridiculously long periods of time, but you can't change a thing, that is when I feel handcuffed, that is when I know I need to write. To unwind, to let go, to come to terms.
    That's how this(the poem)happened.It's a big vent out for a lot of reasons. :)

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  10. so that's why your poetry is so beautiful. its you. the un-containable part. :)

    but such deep emotion?
    m guessing something bad happened. something that in some probability moved you. maybe even changed you.

    okay that was obvious. m dumb :S

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